From ‘I’ve Got This’ to ‘I Can’t Do This Alone’: How an Intensive Outpatient Program Saved My Reputation and My Life

I was the one people called when things went sideways. Cool under pressure. High-performing. Always had a solution. But no one knew how much I was drinking after 5 p.m. No one knew that my confidence was powered by a carefully timed buzz—or that I couldn’t remember the last time I felt relaxed without a […]
How to Restart Your Intensive Outpatient Program When Life Pulled You Away

Sometimes life gets messy. Your car broke down. Your boss changed your schedule. Childcare fell apart. Or maybe it wasn’t external at all—maybe old habits, depression, or shame crept in, and showing up got harder and harder… until you didn’t. If you stopped attending your intensive outpatient program—whether it’s been a few days or a […]
The Parent’s Role When Your Adult Child Enters a Partial Hospitalization Program: A Clinician’s Guide

When your child enters a Partial Hospitalization Program (PHP), you may feel like you can finally exhale—but only a little. For months, maybe years, you’ve been watching your child struggle with alcohol or other substances. The phone calls. The emotional outbursts. The missed opportunities. The late nights wondering if they were safe. When they finally […]
The Quiet Warning Signs: What Clinicians Notice When Long-Term Alumni Drift From Their Alcohol Addiction Treatment Supports

In early recovery, everything feels loud. There are breakthroughs and breakdowns. Check-ins and sponsors. Meetings and milestones. People notice your growth. You feel seen, supported—even when it’s hard. But years later, the volume lowers. You’re still sober. Life looks stable. But inside? There’s a silence you can’t quite explain. The joy that came with early […]
Alcohol Addiction Treatment Options for Young Adults: Understanding Detox, IOP, PHP, and What’s Right for Your Child

When your child is in crisis because of alcohol use, nothing feels stable. You’re balancing fear, urgency, guilt, and a thousand unknowns. You may be wondering if this is just a “phase”—or something much deeper. You’ve probably Googled terms you hoped you’d never need to understand: detox, IOP, PHP. Maybe you’re afraid that choosing the […]
I Wanted a Quick Fix. Alcohol Addiction Treatment Gave Me Something Better

I didn’t want recovery. I wanted relief. I wanted something that would make the drinking stop hurting—without making me feel stripped down or rebuilt from scratch. So I walked into my first alcohol addiction treatment program with a mix of exhaustion, dread, and a tiny flicker of hope I didn’t want to admit I had. […]
The Myth That Alcohol = Creativity: What Clinicians Know From Years of Alcohol Addiction Treatment

If I stop drinking… will I still be me? That question surfaces more than people realize—softly spoken in therapy sessions, written between the lines of intake forms, or asked out loud with a nervous laugh. It’s a fear that lives in creative people, especially those who’ve tied their art, identity, or emotional access to alcohol. […]
How to Navigate the First Week Back in an Intensive Outpatient Program

You walked out the door. Maybe not literally—but emotionally, mentally. One day you stopped coming to group. You ignored a call from your therapist. You meant to reschedule. Then you didn’t. And now, you’re reading this. Which means some part of you is wondering: “Can I go back?” The short answer: Yes. You don’t need […]
The Breaking Point No One Saw Coming: How an Intensive Outpatient Program Helps You Regain Control

You’ve probably heard the term “rock bottom.” But maybe your bottom doesn’t look like chaos. Maybe it looks like this: You woke up, answered emails, showed up to work. You hit your deadlines. You made your kid’s school play. You smiled through the meeting. No one noticed anything was wrong. But you did. You noticed […]
The Gift I Didn’t Expect This Year: Giving Myself Permission to Re-Enter a Partial Hospitalization Program

I didn’t think I’d be here again. Not in that dramatic way. No headline relapse. No ambulance. Just a quiet undoing. One small compromise followed by another. A drink I justified as “controlled,” a skipped meeting I promised I’d make up for. Before I knew it, I was sitting in the same silence I knew […]